There is one thing that I’ve always had been the most difficult thing in the world for me to do and that is being completely open with my thoughts and feelings. I’ve always kept my guard up and only after important events in my life did I even let my closest of friends in on what has been going on. I’ve just had a life changing experience; I’ll share more of that in the days and weeks to come.
This past experience has really opened my eyes on how many others truly care about me and support me; even in the face of me making choices and decisions that will certainly lead others to judge me and my character. Now that’s it’s clear to me because of sharing this experience with others as it was happening of how unfair it has been in the past that I never let others in to help and support me in the past, I want to change that with all my heart.
With this said, I’m setting MySpace to private for only my friends to ever see and I’m going to try to write often in my blog for those that care and care to read. This may seem like a small step to many, but it is monumental for me as now I’m facing one of my biggest fears, letting so many so close all at once.